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感覺自己心理出了問題，厭世，厭己，心累，身累！有時候會想，寶貝沒了情緒不穩定的我，會不會成長的更好？好像她的一些性格都是受我的影響，我不知道應該怎麽對她，怎麽能讓她開朗、勇敢，不受欺負？怎麽能讓她健康、平安、一生順遂？有時候想到她的一些不好是我造成的，我就好難受，好心疼，厭惡極了自己……
我不會去自殺，但是如果明天就讓我死去好像也無不可。唯一還有牽挂的或許就是小寶貝吧？會想著她會不會哭著找媽媽？再找的後媽肯定會對她不好，而有了後媽就有後爸……光想想那個畫面，心就止不住的疼。時間能不能過得快一點？我感覺自己真的有點堅持不下去了…
我從不曾想過自己有一天會變得如此刻薄，面目可憎！婚姻給了女人什麽呢？現在連吵架都懶得吵了…生完娃之後的那些絕望時刻，那種無路可退的悲涼，那種無處可訴的心傷，那種悔之又悔的抓狂…呵，一次次的崩潰，一次次的自愈…其實從來不曾好過，只是把這些情緒掃到角落，不敢去看，去觸碰罷了……
現在心思太敏感，一點點小事都能讓我情緒低落，忙完工作忙家裏，身心俱疲…
胃疼，頭疼，氣血不足，失眠多夢…
或許離那天也不遠了…
好累！！

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